im really qt depressed and i dunno y. i can guess why tho.

but anyway. went daves hse today (again) for his birthday party part 2 and i just felt so antisocial lah. just din really feel like being friendly and anyway i din really know most of them there and stuff so it was wierd. felt like crying at one pt but well. i din! haha. cos i figured it would be really wierd.

e week. i have some thots on it but well i wun post it here. but i just wish i knew what to say when i saw him sitting there all by himself. dunno lah. well at least one soul saved :) we gave the angels a party today heh.

tml supposed to go out with marcus but i really well dun feel like it. i just want to sit at home and stone and cry or soemthing, not have to face him and his "tell me everything!" face.

i wanted to do something today but i ended up sleeping until 2 so i couldnt do it. feel qt bad but dunno lah. i cant seem to feel much for anything anymore. its like im moving around in this bubble of antipathy.

i hope the silver lining comes soon